It happened again..
The tossing and turning.
The can't sleep.
Thinking of things you shouldn't.

For the first time in months my mind found you.
I was fine at first,
Until I remembered how much I loved you, and the pain that came with it.
I regretted entertaining the mere idea of you almost instantly.
As I felt that familiar venomous sting of pure sadness and agony spread through me.




I hate love.