It drives me crazy to think I am going to graduate without you
And dad is nowhere in sight but I’m sure he could never replace you
I lived everyday of my life thinking about you
From the day my newborn eyes saw that flatline I couldn’t stop imagining what my life would be like if I had you
I would go to sleep every night and no matter how many blankets I threw over myself I could never simulate the warmth I would have if I had you
I never had the chance to experience having a mother as I was robbed of you
Though my time has come to an end away from you
I can’t live another day crying over something I lost but I never had
It’s crazy to think that losing one person could drive someone so mad
And make my life so sad
It makes me sad
I can’t stand people complaining about living their lives under a rain cloud while my sky is separated by  the dirt below their feet
I’m sure you wanted the best for me but I can’t live any longer
Maybe I can better explain it when I get to finally see you