i used to want to die i wanted to end my life felt like it wouldn't have made a difference if i weren't here felt like i had no hope
but i realize how beautiful life is if i ended my life today i could've missed out on so many things
the people and friends i wouldn't have met the songs i wouldn't have listened to the memories i wouldn't have made the sunsets i wouldn't have seen the candid photographs of me and my friends having the time of our lives or just goofing around the lover i might meet someday soon i hope with whom i'll spend the rest of my life with if i weren't alive
this strange yet beautiful thing called life there are so many reasons to stay alive and i'm glad i'm still alive now to be here for it all
inspired by the book "reasons to stay alive" by matt haig | written on 03.17.18