I have an infatuation with you
Except you don’t.
I love your eyes
But you can’t see me.
I love the smile,
She doesn’t bring to you.
I like the way you talk to me,
Long pauses to look at each other.
Flirting occasionally
But still making sure you want me.
Keeping you happy,
But destroying some of my own.
But I’m still addicted to you
Everything you are
Everything I’m not.

© Regan