It's no one else problem it's mine my own I should've just stuck through it all alone I should've sewn my mouth shut and kept it at that But instead I had to fight not realising they would fight back And I tried to do it I really did But I'm not strong enough to go through with it who am I to kid I'm weak and that's all I will be I mean look at me how can you not see He can take it all **** it let him I've got nothing left this is my last whim And so I'm pulling out like they all expected I'm lay down the gun and let them put it to my head