I knew I was lost when I completely fell in love with you. When your eyes were a deep ocean that I was drowning in. When your soft lips gave me kisses that acted like honey. I've been lost from the start but I didn't think I would be lost in tears caused by you. I knew I was losing you when you were no longer telling me " I love you"  and when I started to feel like a bother to you. I found myself lost in a hopeless world where everything that was once white was slowly turning a pitch black. I never wanted to be lost in this way. I wanted to be lost in your eyes and in your arms forever. But the only forever you gave me was this pain and ache in my heart, I do not blame you for leaving I would have left me too.