A lifeless corpse I lay on the floor. I shake with fear you might return. Clothes once on my broken limbs, lie ripped and tattered on the floor. Blood runs down my face a wound from being too loud. "Shut up! Someone will here you!" A scream cut short by a blow to the head. Blurred vision. In my happy place I pretend that you are my husband and you love me. Your hot breathe down my spine. Your hands clutching my innocence. Holding it above my head. You've won. Hazy memories engraved into me forever. You will always be a family member. But I will always love you. Daddy by day. Monster by night.