As the urge for recognition increases, everything you do begins to lose meaning, its sole purpose being to derive gratification from praise. You no longer write for yourself but, for the world, like the courtesan that dances only to please her patrons. Pressure bears down on you, creativity begins to pull away. Benchmarks and standards restrict you. You need constant reminders that there are no rules, that everything can be challenged, that it was inquisition, which wrought great changes in the world, that you are the master of yourself and everyone else can go take a hike!