I ink my arms when i am down in order to keep myself from cutting them I create beautiful stories of the love i hold for you in my head that are then mostly forgotten as i wake Lanterns mean so much to me not solely because of their beauty but because they remind me of how i let go of one i had in my life a long time ago My weird habits likely stem from people in my past who i still hold on my heart, maybe just a little I have a collection of over twenty entirely empty composition notebooks solely to fill with my poetry in the future I may have a problem because i still want more composition notebooks when i’ve only filled three I decorate my room and clean it myself not because i’m OCD but because i believe i’m happier when my surroundings are clean, another reason i want to leave this city I love to go on trips because i hate where i’m at, the people here are as trash on the inside as this city is trash on the outside Style makes me happy and satisfied even if i can’t keep one of my own, i like to believe that i am just too disperse for that Looking into my eyes in the mirror as i cry is soothing and you will find i do it a lot My favorite flower is anything but roses because what a cliche right? but i still want roses on valentine’s day I will never admit my addiction to chocolate as more than a joke because when someone starts believing it is a problem for real, so will i My music taste is spread far out to where the only things i can’t stand are things without lyrics, also some techno is acceptable Why do i think you need to know this? who knows I guess to let you know that i am deeper than this screen you’re looking at shows