here we are, it's a dead end and now there's no turning around. we strayed from the path and ended up here. we realize that we've reached a cliff and you can make this as clean or as painful as you like. compulsively i jumped off because it was the only way to find out what lied ahead. but you clenched on to the edge so tightly until you finally plummeted because whatever it was you were holding on to had already eroded.