Thanks for the kind words They were a soothing welcoming balm to be heard Feb seems to have exposed some life schisms I was so distraught I checked My biorhythms Everything in front of My eyes is soured and scrawny I resorted to ' Eloi Eloi lama sabachthani ' So much of My life is stirred and shaken I often feel forsaken How much do I have to endure ? Is mindfulness the ultimate cure ? My car was stolen and trashed I now learn Spanish on the bus while being thrashed My medical state reveals the industry scam I don't have big enough male ***** for the mammogram Rule one thing in and rule another thing one out I only wanted a cyst cut out New left shoulder arthritis and old left sided neck pain Bed Bath and Beyond's pillow department made that financial gain Please keep Me in Your prayers as I effort to rewind Me Pushing the negative away with ' satan, get thee behind Me ~