I miss you even though we never met. And I imagine you as my guardian angel. I think about what you would've been like... Your name is Jake. You have two kids and a beautiful wife. And you live an hour away, but we get together once a week To talk about Mom. And your family. And my ****** dating life. You tell me I deserve better and I believe you. And I tell you that I'm completely happy for you And you believe me. I guess what I'm trying to say is I love you. And Happy 38th Birthday my older almost baby brother.