I dont know why this hurt so bad We weren't even connected in any way I was just her friend And i was just a little in love with you But you would never know I never told you or dropped any form of hint There was no inkling of feelings from you So I dont understand why my heart shattered when she told me That you and him were together I never wouldve considered him as your type But I guess I really was just her friend I never knew you nor did i really get the chance and its just causing confusion from my end
Am i just jealous? Am i just hurt? I don't even know All i know is that i wish that it was me making you happy and not him I know that I dread the possibility of him coming in May I know that I still have feelings for you And that this really ******* hurts
im sorry, im literally just throwing a pity party at this point and i hate it