I sip spirits, attempting to lift mine; - even still: you see that I am not fine.
It seems like you have been distant with me; - I've been feeling this way, all o' this week.
It seems: the last thing on your mind is me; - it has been tearing up my heart, you see? It has been breaking 'part my thoughts & brain; - from on my cheeks, falls down a constant rain.
I find a cigar in my lips and teeth - and, again, begin to hate the man seen, - staring back at me from,Β in the mirror; - my future and wellbeing are unclear.