How many sunsets does it take to feel like you actually belong somewhere How many awkward conversations does it take to feel like this is home How many wet pillows and repeated hellos does it take How many seen-zones and ignores How many ‘from tomorrow onwards’ promises How many written poems and spoken word performances How many “hey, you’re the new kid” labellings How many corners and books to get lost in How many sleepless nights and midnight walks How many rotations of the earth How many revolutions, if that’s what it takes Till I stop feeling miserable one day