Once they’re here I know I’ve got them and I hate it or I hate how it makes me feel every **** time Like I own them the world Like I’m unnatural for not loving them the same way for not pouring and wasting my so pure love that I don’t even know anymore if I have For not wanting to depend so entirely on another person than myself This. They can not demand this from me For it is not their right to demand Who i decide to share my soul to other than myself