"My passion, The purest flame, It burns on untamed…."
All these years have passed as I look to see Why my soul still carries forth this inner fire. The question I need to answer may be All that my life stands for, to know I am not a liar.
"A light in the dark; it refines my heart, Searing the dross, of so much lost, away…."
It started in the eyes of a child, the essential self within. How my heart grew with desire, in the delight of a friend. The impulse to embrace another, to hear her laughter sing Has been a guiding star in heaven, all I want my life to bring.
"But the heated steel leaves traces of harms past…"
My hope to please her led me to a fateful day When my world of desire was shattered. In broken pieces my heart lay and All my hopes no longer mattered. She turned on me with anger and I recoiled in shame. So exposed was I in that terrible moment And everyone could see my pain.
"Memories marked by scars and burns…"
The scar of that day I bear with me and it won’t recede. My search goes on to find a way out of a jail, I must be freed. Will this moment ever be reversed, As polar extremes can realign? Or will my heart forever morn the shadow of her shine.
"….As each precious and painful one takes its turn In the fires of my passion."
Yeah, some things that happen never really leave you.