His eyes are dark and full of defeat and regret The man says doc cheer up I'm not dead yet How can he be so calm when he is about to die Look at me, the man whispers to himself As he looks in the mirror at his deteriorating health He tears his eyes away and focuses on the wall Watching the TV colors dance as he tries to recall The last time he felt or looked like the faces on the screen He sighs and he explains, that used to be me His therapist nods and shakes her head sympathetically He thinks how dare she act as if I am already dead When she leaves he painfully kneels by the side of his bed She must not know the mighty God I serve But Jesus I give you the thanks that you deserve Show them oh Lord and heal me right now You are the only one who truly knows how He says his thanks again for he believes That his God has the power to do all things He lies back down, exhausted from such a day Feeling in his heart that tomorrow he will awake When he comes to he feels like the pix-elated faces For such miracles he has only seen on acting stages Yet this one is his own and he swells with pride Looking and the delight and wonder in the doctor's eyes