I may seem happy at first glance, or like I have everything according to plan. But That's just a mask. It's what I want you to see. On the inside, I'm breaking, Every second I feel like I am going to explode. I have the urge to cry, but I have no idea why. I have the urge to die and knowing that no one will miss me or bat an eye, pushes me to do it more and more every. single. day.