It seems I have remembered how to be happy, A blissful foreign feeling I have forgotten for so long. This is good, Something great, As I slowly fumble my way in the darkness towards the bright light of healing. I didn't realize how dark and brOKen I had become. With "ok" being the only description I would use, And a false one at that. My lips turn up by themselves, I dance and sing in the kitchen as silly as that sounds, I feel comfortable in my own skin. My words are coming back, And that I think is the most remarkable miracle of all.