I had a dream last night ! It was a sunny spring day ! You and i were under an oak tree My head was on your lap ... I was dreaming in a dream You were reciting me a poem ! So beautiful so lovely You kissed me on my forehead And you whisper in my ear My love ! My darling ! Ahhh and then i woke up Next to a man .... I don't hate ... I don't love ... With whom i will have my kids... With whom i will spend the rest of my time left ... Enveing others Hating myself And making him hate himself!