My blood will flow what do i have to show for my life The scars that i left upon my skin with that knife I never asked for the pain in my life Am i just a stain you are trying to remove I'm trying my best to improve I just want to **** myself I tried to save myself But im falling into this hole My heart is no longer whole People looking at me and seeing me through a keyhole Like an animal at the zoo Who am i do you know No you don't and you won't Because your all at my throat You can't buy my love and respect with a banknote I wish i was perfect but that won't take affect I'm no architect but i will build myself up from the ground But i tear myself down with these wounds i inflict upon myself