Sitting here and sitting still,
The stakes are too high
to cover this overbearing bill,
Making me teeter and totter because my soul will be a high ****,
Don’t you see it’s freezing here,
Somber and calm is what it appears,
Everything has come to a truth even my biggest fear,
That I feel my death is over there
oh so near,
As the drop of weight rolls down my face is the last of all my tears,
All I can hope for is that this pain,
Is just all in my rear.