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Feb 2018 · 200
Pain
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Can't explain that pain, must I share it..
For it must be that moment where you must capture it and strangle it with your dominant mits,
They devour your sane thoughts with constant dissolution of evil wits,
Come up from the hell that was put upon your shoulders,
For you are powerful enough to explode through this hell like one massive rocky Boulder!
Feb 2018 · 153
9/11
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
9/11
By Daniel Lantigua

Up above watched, by the five thousand plus souls,
Came a voice that punctured in them some holes.
A tall man in a straw hat stood and said, "don't be sad, look at your
country don't you see, you died for freedom just like me."
Then before them all, appeared a scene of rubbled streets and twisted
beams.
Death, destruction, smoke and dust
And people working just cause they must.
Hauling ash, and lifting stones,
Knee deep in hell,
But not alone.

Beams bent and melted like your knees do when you knelt.
How could it be, my friend beside me in anguish is what she felt.
All the heat that is seen from the fire, pushing humans to melt.
All caused by the thunderous and horrific attacks that was dealt.

One man puts in perspective just like he did back when he uttered, "I
have a dream.." This is what I've seen,
Look closer newcomers, yes there is suffering, there is pain, and there
are tears,
But what I don't see is fear".

All of those people, even the ones that have never met you,
All of their lives, they will never forget you.
Don't you see what you have done?
You have brought them together, together as one.

A man bearded and in a stove pipe hat told them to "take my hand" for I
will lead you to heaven,
Your young ones like Michael, Louis, Dimitri and Devin
Shall remember you on this date of September 11.
Feb 2018 · 145
Detachment
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Detachment!

Why do we find ourselves lost and in question,
We seem to walk around the world like a bunch of hollow minded pedestrians.
So enamored with the constant distraction, that keeps our minds from seeking positive action.
Don't dwell on the failure of your plan, for it will only garner constant un satisfaction.
We are so consumed with the lives of each other,
that we forget what it means to live in this uncontrolled world of a clutter.
Be polite, "PLEASE, pass the butter",
Pass on the lessons of life don't be a gunner and take every shot,
Don't you see we need to help, we live in a melting ***.
Why does it matter? You ask? Because we all struggle at a certain task.
Extend that hand to your brother or sister, give thanks to that role model that you still call "mister".
Detached to humanity is what it feels like,
Grab someone and pull them and ask them, "would you come with me and fly this kite?"
Feb 2018 · 133
Lost Souls
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Lost souls

Sip sip,
She hangs on everything hanging from his lip,
Hands move up and down ending at her hip.

Sip sip,
Smile here and smile there,
Do you think life is fair?
She scuffs at that question, those questions we should not share.

Not the time or place,
They must rejoice for they have just that moment,
Let it not pass because her heart for him shall remain open.
Those words that mean the end neither of them want it spoken.

Sip, sip,
Take some water darling, 3 years at The nations' request shall pass in a flash,
Not willing to let go she wants to give this country all of her cash,
Just let him stay is all she wants,
To love and hold she's not one to flaunt.

Hands release and the angst of loneliness sets in,
Standing there with the feeling of coldness taking over starting with her skin.
Not knowing the kinds of temptations waiting for her that will lead to her many sins!
Feb 2018 · 137
Still
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Sitting here and sitting still,
The stakes are too high
to cover this overbearing bill,
Making me teeter and totter because my soul will be a high ****,
Don’t you see it’s freezing here,
Somber and calm is what it appears,
Everything has come to a truth even my biggest fear,
That I feel my death is over there
oh so near,
As the drop of weight rolls down my face is the last of all my tears,
All I can hope for is that this pain,
Is just all in my rear.
Trying to live...
Feb 2018 · 124
Not the only ONE
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Not the only one


Yes it is clear all of the puff on your face,
Its that suffering of a lonely fate.
To believe that you are the only one,
The only one to see hell,
Yes, I don’t understand your pain but I too fell.
******* my knees,
God has put this stone on my back that I must payback the fees,
The ones with extra high taxes that you will never see.

One never figures to be distraught and terrorized by it,
That kind of event that has inflamed your inner candle lit,
To create euphoric change in the dynamic of its only being.
No you aren’t the only one to want to break free from shackles from within,
No you aren’t the only one who has loved so deeply so please don’t begin,
To drop your messages of despair and anguish at any chance you wish,
I must not put my broken self on her to serve it all on a cold dish.

No I must not because I do think of your pain and that pain alone is more than anyone would want to handle,
It is our jobs to continue to love and care for each others soul as they dangle,
But you are not the only one….
The only one that had its world be torn apart…
And be almost gone…
But…
Together we shall move on….
Feb 2018 · 129
Cracks on the Armor
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Cracks on the Armor of Hell

Yes it gets tight and suffocating to say the least,
That your shortness of breath is a sign that your closer to death,
But does that constitute justice for what you have done?
That while you were in your head,
From the outside,
All it looks like is that you are never going to face the dead.
Happiness is a funny thing that it looks like all I’m doing is having that gratifying fun,
You know the feeling!
Like when you bite into that honey bun.

The world brings you back in time to your youthful years of ****** this, and ****** that and don’t eat that because you are too fat,
Yes that is true, yes it isn’t false, it was said to me and all I can ever think about inside,
Is to just let me be,
So I formed this armor, and I drilled the holes so that they could all be blocked from what I see.

Believe it or not the world does the darkest things, but nothing was darker than within my armor,
No one could tell, because I felt like I could only fatally falter,
My spirit was trapped unbeknownst to me,
Where am I?i feel at a way of being lost that sometimes words can’t even explain emotions.  hell?
Have I done 10 years of life in jail?
Yes, you have, the world brought you thoughts that sent you to be confined by your lonesome.  
Within that armor, I created the greatest poem as I sipped in one sitting on that glorious jeroboam.
Feb 2018 · 150
Soul
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Gracious Soul

You ever been asked to look into the light of the end of the tunnel…
That notion that you are just about to arrive and your feelings are all wrapped up in a bundle.
It strikes your soul, like a jolt from lighting and its thunder.
Awake it has said, awake it has struck you to a new world,
A place you were never invited, for it will cause your heart to twirl.
See what I am talking about isn’t your every day meet,
No how could it be,
This is all about that celestial soul that has extended its limbs to me to greet.
At this end you notice a difference in your life,
That won’t lead you to a dark place that you fiddle with knives,
No it will lead you to a world that has glorious emotions of warmth and little lives,

So that light that you see,
that you might sink into holes on the way to sea,
Vast and profound the ripples of your flee,
Is a sign that your strength has made you victorious,
Enlightened you are that you feel so glorious,
That in your boat you have sealed its last hole,
Since your fate has deemed you a gracious soul.
Feb 2018 · 206
Overcome
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Triumph


Flash back to that time of heartache and tears,
That with a wince from your eyes you see all your fears,
Gravitating towards you igniting a switch to be fierce,
But don’t budge, stay true, as they fall near,
Yes open your eyes because they do disappear.

With what grace or strength do they evaporate?
You may ask,
With the survivor and Gorilla in you doing its task,
They trip down, like Georgie did once IT called and it wasn’t a mask,
Face your fears and melt the shackles,
Don’t let it drown you,
Since to the world you are just…
But a few…  

Now that you see your plight deteriorating,
Look up young flower,
You are about to bloom,
A spark that was fired…
All will see it
That those who are still in the dark shall…
desire…

Be defiant, and visualize the triumph…
Feb 2018 · 223
Wait
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Wait My Love..

Most loneliest time in the day
Is in silence, as if the devil is lurking in the bay.
That still sensation and coldness comes around me,
From every direction, gasping for air is my fee.
It won’t just let me be
Because at this moment it has decided not let me free.

Those eyes of anguish and despair are what I see,
Piercing through my heart dropping me to my knees.
How could it reach to where I am in,
I extend out to the air hoping its a bottle of Gin.
World turning and emotions running high
That my only escape seems like I should fly.

As you can see through my words as they moist,
That I have failed at the grand stage of love,
The bird that represented my liberation was the  dove,
It no longer flies,
It no longer glides,
For me at the least it seems like it has died.

Through this road of love and failure to sing from within,
I must hope that god laid a future with you and I holding each other’s fins,
In the end
no matter the road
my only wish is for you to see that I hold true love to you with an unbreakable code.
The acts of not showing respect to the woman of my life have flooded me with the chest pain of my heart imploding.
Back to the lab I go alone, hoping at the end of the other side of the door waiting is you,
With the access code...
Feb 2018 · 144
The boulder
Firebuns9 Feb 2018
Can't explain that pain, must I share it..
For it must be that moment where you must capture it and strangle it with your dominant mits,
They devour your sane thoughts with constant dissolution of evil wits,
Come up from the hell that was put upon your shoulders,
For you are powerful enough to explode through this hell like one massive rocky Boulder!

— The End —