Let's take another go at this.
Anxiety,
PTSD,
ADHD,
Already therapy,
I have taken many pills,
Also for allergies,
I am an analogy,
Of a cracked rock,
Emotionally unstable,
Mental lock,
I have watched and seen,
I am in no way mentally clean,
I have seen or heard it all,
Sorry too busy wasting to call,
I am a strong downfall,
Even to my adoptive parents,
I am not helpful,
I am doubtful,
I make lives miserable,
No I'm not likable,
All my peers to me are not relatable,
Even my destiny is fatable,
Fallable,
I am not who you want,
Need,
Like,
No.
I am a coward.
I am lazy.
I am only above-average,
But below everywhere else,
I am scared if the dark,
Insomnia,
Sleep?
Death?
I'm calling to yah,
Give me a new life tommorow,
One where I am better,
Haven't done any childhood wrong,
Please.
I decided to try and make it more poem, and be less descriptive.