You don't feel odd around me?
You don't share feelings for me?
All this time I was simply blind
And your head was in the clouds
You think and daydream of her
And I paid no attention to her
Even when I should have
And maybe I wouldn't feel this
Gut wrenching feeling of idiocy
Thinking you'd ever daydream about me
Months and months later I'm still uncertain
Why my feelings for you still exist
I was okay, but then it changed
I started seeing you in that special way
And then your smile took my heart again
So I see I haven't learned
I have so wished to talk of this
To set the record straight
But what to say and what to do
I have not a single idea
Have you even thought of me, of the sweet words from my heart I gave you?
Or did you extinguish that memory, in hopes to forget about me too?
We never were anything
I doubt we'll be anything
Then why is it something
About you that keeps me thinking , hoping
Let me set this straight
You fell for this mysterious person
I decided to ignore what I thought were advances you showed to her
Ignorance, in this case is not bliss
I should've give with my gut in this
The entire time my heart yearned for you
Yours did too, your did too
For someone else, anyone else
So here I sit, collecting my thoughts
Never me, always her
I'm still so kind, but its just her
Eyes, smile, hair, whatever
And I question why I wanted for us to be together