and then
the: i with it,
                     i'd run...
    as i had ran...
ran and run
and ran,  
                    and run...
to have avoided
writing: this;
nearest...
            to nearing
a call of love...
     i can
afford
                    a funeral.
no:
   it didn't
         really matter:
but it mattered
to make wings
turn into a fluster,
           rather than flight,