I plead for you to listen to me,
Just this one request,
With that my request is useless,
my feet are like bricks of concert glued to the floor,
with a heavy step forward and back,
nothing seems to ever change,
my decisions leads to disappointment and the impossible,
I feel so far from everyone,
I miss what I've lost,
But I know there's always an expiration data for everything,
why can't I accept that?
A lost cause and burden,
Unreasonable thoughts linger like smoke,
I can't sustain  that my visual state of mind is no longer colorful,
from my heart and soul,
I can't walk away,
no place can hold,
like no other I would know,
Black and white,
Why are you so hard to reach?
One day I'll be able to see colors change within the seasons
with out the unnecessary  movements of sadness,
Only grace and peace,