i wish happiness was a given but it's not a universal gift you aren't born and given a lifetime of happiness you have to work for it, fight for it you can be sad, with no effort at all you only have to wake up
i wish i was happy all the time i have my moments where i wish i could just take a picture of all of these moments maybe i'll start too so whenever i'm sad i can relive happy times like when i get to drink tea and read or it rains at night
i remember when i was four i had an uncle a best friend really who looked happy he wore a mask every **** time he saw me maybe that's why i do it every **** day but when he came, once a day in the evening, when the stars would start to come out he always brought his partner, "map" i just thought he was my second uncle like my uncle kevin's wife was my aunt but one night he didn't come the next day i found out he died years later i would find out he swallowed a bottle of advil and just waited i thought it was because of me but no he was terminally un-happy so i wish i had pictures of happy times, i could show him could of showed him
i wish i had pictures i could show myself i wish i could be terminally happy but i guess being un-happy runs in the family
dear whoever-made-the-world, please make happiness a gift that never fades is never like a shooting star that barely catches our eye but when it does, it's already gone dear, a girl who might die un-happy