You know that feeling you get when you go underwater to see how long you can hold your breath, but after a few seconds you feel your lungs screaming for oxygen, yet you try to hold on just a little longer, everyone telling you “you can do it”, “you got this”, and so you stay under until every. single. muscle. in your body is yelling at you to just push up over the surface? Well that’s what it’s like being away from you. Everyone is telling me to hold on, to make it another second, but I need you, I need my breath of air.