It wasn't truth, or enlightenment what made me see angels and things Was it? was it? It wasn't but a low tide flooding it all It's not truth, or enlightenment what is making me write these words It's pure pain speaking, the pattern now I spot It's terror drowned in doubt - or the other way around It is not truth, or enlightenment, although it looks so what makes me run away It is something I cannot fathom well The answer must be somewhere else.