Thats the thing , I wasn’t attached at first . Then she just
got to me
we got close .
She made me feel like how I’ve
always wanted to feel
which
no one has ever successfully did
and I felt good about life and where I was
and then
**** hit the fan
we started to drift
I lost the urge to feel good , and lost the part of myself she had
imbedded in me.
I just never was into someone as much I was into her.
I never got jealous , got mad , soooo happy , about the little things until I met
her
And now its just
gone , completely.
Yeah she might love me , but
she’s in love with someone else .
Which means she wasn’t fully in love with me in the first place.
Because I believe you can’t get over someone you were or are in love with that easy .
Or maybe I’m just dumb and need to get back on my ****.
I feel okay now , not has hurt as maybe 2 months ago ,
but sometimes I just feel
empty
like I’m missing a part of myself , my
best
self.