Bleeding blooded
dripped through her teeth
she stopped at nothing to devour me.

Yellow hair  covered uncertain animal.

Trivial fails
and tribal cannibal.

Eat your own flesh
You wobbling legs.

Pressed me into the fire
for a million and one days.


I wanted love from you.
I wanted warmth.

You didn't know the truth
so she only gave me hurts.

I want now, I need.

Desire builds a fire,
and its threatening me.


You ******* beast.
Never gave me what i need.

Now I fend for myself so relentlessly.

Your safe now, your safe now

I repeat to myself.

Oh but those thoughts of what could have been.

Thoughts of that animal tucking me in.

Thoughts of that animal ******* in sin.

Thoughts of that animal bringing me in.

You brought me here
oh trivial fails
you brought me here.