ill admit i had way too much to drink but i begged you i said no i even used my manners and said please more than once
ill admit i also didnt stop you but i trusted you and i realize now that didn't mean much of anything at least not to you
i bit through the skin on my knuckles as water ran down my back and you dug your lips into my neck i imagined myself somewhere in Oregon to forget the pain of you to be quiet for you
i still wonder if you heard me crying or just disregarded it because by the morning when i wiped the blood from between my legs you reminded me i wanted it