what am i with regards to language: another person - or some complex tool? my grandfather is still bewildered by invisible telecommunication lines of connectivity - and if philosophy begins with awe, poetry - well hardly a bewildering enterprise - back to language as a primitive tool box - a shape ascribed to words - rather than colours - take this one word: what shape would be ascribed to bewilderment? nouns are all straight lines? and so unto bewildering-, are adjectives squares? there must be a grammatical geometry of some sort - otherwise how are we to compete with the chinese encoding complexity - if we are to return to such openings of phonetic complexity as Handel's messiah - while the chinese call themselves Lee Chow - or Li Po? i'm buckling under the fact that english speakers are literate in that they are literate by some measure: odd... is language another person - or as i like to think of it: a "primitive" toolbox of screws nails, hammer and sickle... better still: a scythe's shadowy peering into the light... i think of death as with a hope of immortality, armed with a hammer - nailing each staff of wheat into place - rather than: with a guillotine grin marking each equal: before itself... i too wondered whether language needs complicating - or whether at best: to simply grunt and growl through... but that's beside the point when i wonder that the brain: has no knowledge of the tongue... how many times i've heard people speak of: the eloquent thought, coupled to a mumbling tongue... which is why: a cartesian dualism is hard to fathom... summon Libra! eternal Libra - nothing precipitates to an equal fathom (unit of comprehensive in situ) - there was and always will be a dichotomy... hence the dualism advocates invented the: schizoid mind... which is 2 x 2 = 4... so is language not worth complicating - after all, i have no other, "greater" concern in using this: tool... person? can language really devolve to scoop, or is it mere a shambles of floating vegetables in a soup? drinking helps to numb the pain... oh how friendly to return to a pseudo-incubation of sheltered ego-foetus... ego... foetus... it must be an echo from the future shouting: right back at me... for not having a memory of being a tad bit tadpole: foetus - here - said god: i give unto you ego... and thought - your 2nd womb... and for the love of god: so few images have been ingested with words, having to weigh the ****** obvious, smirk of science. of what i've seen of Warsaw i remember not too dearly - the Warsaw Central Trainstation: a barren place... a beautiful girl engrossed in techno-attachments - the capital with so few people - a sight of a head with thinning hair - if only: the apocalyptic baldness of a Golgothan scalp... then i could: smirk and retort - last man standing is never the king... perhaps a pawn, a bishop, queer or rook... i laid my king into a pocket rather than a coffin... last time i checked i was able to numb mein schmerz with the antic of sleeping for 14 hours... and can you believe it that: graphemes are needed? the germans require S C H to utter the same sound as the Poles do with S Z and the English do with S H... some spaces ought to enforce the Siamese dictum of Roman hellish spawns... because what is language at best?at best it's not another person - but a tool, however primitive language not looks compared to <code> ext .2 practice... or that techno-puritanical posture without a glum book... either i am using a hammer as i use my tongue to babble or lick - otherwise... a sickly simplicity? - and words do have grammatical geometry! clearly, a verbum similis changes shape: from the form bewilderment - through to (to) bewilder - into bewildering - otherwise named from an observation: the genius monkey who said: (that) thing makes be more wild in temperament... and open: the universe - and closed the sight of stars in an oxygen tank... for i am sure - of a satanic possession that stirrs the mass - as i am sure: god took a seat back - what proof? home bid yet homeless - in the same station, a gradfather watched his grandchild taunt a pigeon - in her arm no breadcrumbs but only a wish: perish: or perch here... i am blind to see past only two existential arches: types - winged or horned - and beyond that: a zoo - something daunting to clarify with an intelligent discussion... so is language another person - or a tool? may i be understood or must i necessarily be: standing ground - never aloof - never fascinated with an attic? am i to always lounge with an antithesis of friction? - and that's what sitting on the throne of thrones does to you with a dollop of Heidegger - yes, dropping a name - but it would be hard to accomplish what i am strumming without a mention of what "mirror"-psyche i looked into, before i looked into mine... it would be hard to digest myself as being this complicated, on an a priori whim... as if it was worth a base of: uniform humanity - sooner finding an answer concerning the existence of a mole looking into one's own ****: and only one act is left with an impossibility - the mole is as certain to exist as a floating **** in the oasis - but my ***: might as well be the regurgitating mouth... - and for all the beauty - it's crasness that shines for man - to have to educate foul speech is one thing - but to have to use it: a lesson in liberty... besides - never mind "educators" outside educational institutions - the muse: gratifyingly ends - but unlike a sense of accomplishment a reader ascribes to having finished a historical novel... saying that - what is below a poem? a novella - at least i can be honest - the novella can only be dwarf of a Goliath: the height of Goliath's armpit hair... BUT TO THINK I HEAR WHISPERS IN MY DREAMS! who was the original iconoclast? "paradoxically": Medussa... enshrining them into stone - the word is odd - to make icons - ah... ****: tribe - caste - to caste is to make - again why the Americans don't know that the suffix -cicki is actually slang for: *******... i.e. **** - well, piquant zingy - for the original ingests cycki... never mind nationalkapitalismus - the nakies? because obviously it's not just: nappies, is it? big baby was told it could poach bacon instead of frying it? evidently we can't complain - unless of course we care to be both nationalists and capitalists at the same time: as the English found out the hard way... but little Joey and big Sam can be: national capitalists... the rest just sign of whether they're capitalists or nationalists - since, outside of h'america: the two are never supposed to meet.