You took farther than I ever wanted to go
You hit harder than I ever wanted to be hit
You broke me more than I thought possible
You made me thirstier than I ever dreamed of
You burned me down to the bone
You destroyed my soul and wreaked havoc upon me
You damaged my relationship between me and my God
You brought me down to the depths of suicide
Some nights I prayed I'd die
So here's my declaration of war
I'm going to fight you to the end of my life
I won't let you control me
I won't let you destroy the ones I love
I will not give in
I will not bend to you
I will not bow to you
This is my declaration of war
To myself