it just so happened that a flight from Warsaw landed simultaneously with a flight fron Turkey & Romania - and a bearded man was walking with the masses... it just so happened: because while he was in a queue through the customs he was asked by a shy woman in uniform where he was travelling from... so he said with a startling hesitation: from Warsaw... and the ego really must be considered a limb pained with thinking akin to an arm with moving: or the lower-back with not sitting hunched like a crow - and this was me coming back from visiting my grandparents - i did not spend a minute in an Isis camp - but because i was donning a beard: my vanity project akin to owning a dog i had to be asked in hushed tones by a border guard: whether or not i was here to do damage: unless you mean the sort of damage: that exposes the reality of this country? then no, i'm here to plant a narrative bomb... and if you mean: drink, sit quiet and listen to some Prodigy akin to the song get your fight on? then, ****, sign me up! i once listened to a computer science major about the reality of hacking: it's not what science fiction has actually explored... it's not bashing mashing a keyboard in a frenzy... for almost two weeks i had a problem in my mind... and it was seemingly unsolveable... but what a reception! if i replied that i was coming from Istambul all bearded i would have been asked to step aside... a conversation with my grandfather: don't like your beard: you're too young... prior to i hate the same problem with this aesthetic "concerns": long hair is not for men... so down the border i can't have the "right" to hide my chin and neck? no wonder the english boarder officers find a white bearded man a worth to ask a question: to make measures, whether or not to concern themselves with... m-aaaaaah t'un chops! mind you i'm probably listed as: target practice... because i managed to escape the urban environment of the lumber-******... and do not own a cafe... or a cereal bar... pretending terrorist has suddenly become the new punk... but that's how the end of an exhausting 13th January commute ended up being... a simple question that on many other occassions is worth so much authentic concerns... thank god the beast in pristine ****** white of pixel finally asked to be fed... 2 weeks of bewildering anticipation for it to react: and, how it desired to be fed spew... nonetheless it's worth repeating: donning the traits of a terrorist - i.e. a beard - is the new punk akin to donning a mohawk; esp. when walking through airports.