sometimes

sometimes i stay up all night crying
been waiting for you all my life
& i swear i don't even know why
i guess my love never dies
you can tell me lies
& id still be surprised
always seeing the good
that's my outlook on life

do me wrong & i do you better
hurt me more & i love you harder
can't seem to let you go
& so i let my hurt grow

time passes on
days are long
put my feelings in a song
just tryna remain calm

losing myself
can't help how i feel
must let go
& learn how to deal
but i'm so alone
aching in my bones
who do i call
when nobody answers their phone

yeah my heart aches
like an earthquake
how can u be fake
and risk what's at stake
wish you could feel my pain
wish you could take it away

so i don't wanna wait anymore
so i'm gunna walk out the door
take my heart , & let the rain pour
my love never died but my soul was sore
sometimes you just let go.
sometimes you can't hold on.


think i'm sad but i'm not
& im glad we had this talk