i wish i knew what was wrong with me so i could tell you so i could explain to you why sometimes i dont know how to breathe why sometimes im so overwhelmed by everything going on inside of me that i cant function
i wish i knew how to love you so i could do it so i could explain to you why you deserve the best parts of everyone why you should be as affectionate to yourself as i would be to you
but i cant do these things and in the end, i cant change and ill stay as worthless as i am to you