like a fool i wait for another mistake
your controlling me you have infected my brain
an open wound that won't heal
oh how it bleeds uncontrollably
how do i escape when your my biggest mistake
I'm still the one left alone
he told me he wouldn't hurt me
i choose to believe him
but then he did it
and did it again  
I'm not expecting you to understand
go ahead and judge me and choose to close your open hand
if i loose him it will feel as if I've lost my dying heart
i hope he see's it and how I'm coming apart
i've honored him from the start
did everybody get that
who wants to live a life with nothing
i need him just as much as he needs me
in some sick twisted way he completes me
maybe I'm the only one that will see
my bleeding from my open heart
i just wish he would bleed like me
i'd like to see him fall apart