1015 Here I am. Laying besides the same man. How foolish of me. How do I continue letting this slide. We had ***. Wasn’t makeup *** because I’m still feeling down. He’s asleep , holding me. I just feel so Upset. I shouldn’t be giving in. Falling for this b.s. Our relationship is still ******* I’m still very upset . Idk I want to let go !! He’s asleep, while I’m here sitting feeling so ****** upset !!!!!!! STILL ****** STILL NOTHING GETS BETTER MY TEARS JUST KEEP POURING AND POURING IL SOON DROWN IN THEM