5:30. I’m at the ******* edge. Of losing My ******* PATIENCE. I’m just a few inches the **** away From exploding and Literally Meaning ******* . I’m so close To Officially Cutting u My tolerance for your b.s is So tiny. I’ve put up with so much When I burst , I’m going to Europt ******* badly . God strap me down. Send all your angels I’m boiling now. Drugs won’t solve this . Idk what will but I can feel the frustration rising . The hourglass Is pouring it’s last dusts. I’m sorry family. If anything goes down please understand nothing was because of you . It’s all in my poems I’m ******* Ticking hard. I can feel it Start Losening The patience is nearing end. My hearts accelerating so fast I’m breathing hard and shaking I’m clenching my teeth Many thoughts are coming at me. I want to scream and Destroy all around me . I want to ****** torment and GO ******* CRAZY I ******* HATE HIM DOES HE NOT GET IT THROUGH HIS ******. HEAD GBAT I HAVE NO TRYST FLR HIM D