Now I see Now I finally noticed . I don’t want to use I cry for a stop To be able to resist . Now I See Why I love dope ****. Why I can’t let go of it . I’m currently ****** damaged I’m feeling so Worthless I’m feeling so sad and hopeless I’m angry , frustrated , helpless PLEASE GOD TAKE MY LIFE I’m feining for drugs! I don’t want to feel like this ! I’m not good enough for anyone ! I hate myself I’m ****** done! I’m too broken I’m shattered I’m weak I can’t try nomore! After every inch of miserable pain he’s made me feel . Knowing everything’s his fault I’m here laying down Feeling like I’m not good enough Remembering all the girls his been with and how I don’t ****** compare at all ! I’m ****** ugly & disgusting ! I feel so devastated. He deserves better. A beautiful girl With a curvy goddess body A goregeous girl That match to all the ones he’s been with. IM SO **** SAD!! Forever Ill be insecure and doubt his loyalty ! I’m ****** ugly !! Looking back Every girl he dated He got unfortunate with me ! I ****** hate myself !!! God please! Give me a syringe to end the pain Please ****** numb me Idc to go insane I’m so helpless I’m useless and stupid I don’t have anything nice Errors All over my body Please take me god I don’t want to live I don’t feel beautiful Everything about me is a fail Look Those girls ! No wonder he’s still inlove ! No wonder he still reminisces on them ! I’m sure he hates himself for not being able to have made them his girlfriends!! I can’t god I can’t I’m feeling to Worthless I’m a ******* I’m pathetic I don’t want to breath I’m nothing compared to them I hate myself so much for not looking desirable For not being a model to his eyes NO WONDER HES PLAYED ME no wonder god That’s why he’s attempted to cheat Has conversated with others **** look at me ! I’m far off from his expectations I’m ****** useless