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Jan 2018
Now I see
Now I finally noticed .
I don’t want to use
I cry for a stop
To be able to resist .
Now I See
Why I love dope ****.
Why I can’t let go of it .
I’m currently ****** damaged
I’m feeling so Worthless
I’m feeling so sad and hopeless
I’m angry , frustrated , helpless
PLEASE GOD TAKE MY LIFE
I’m feining for drugs!
I don’t want to feel like this !
I’m not good enough for anyone !
I hate myself I’m ****** done!
I’m too broken I’m shattered
I’m weak I can’t try nomore!
After every inch of miserable pain he’s made me feel .
Knowing everything’s his fault
I’m here laying down
Feeling like I’m not good enough
Remembering all the girls his been with and how I don’t ****** compare at all !
I’m ****** ugly & disgusting !
I feel so devastated.
He deserves better.
A beautiful girl
With a curvy goddess body
A goregeous girl
That match to all the ones he’s been with.
IM SO **** SAD!!
Forever Ill be insecure and doubt his loyalty !
I’m ****** ugly !!
Looking back Every girl he dated
He got unfortunate with me !
I ****** hate myself !!!  
God please!
Give me a syringe to end the pain
Please ****** numb me
Idc to go insane
I’m so helpless
I’m useless and stupid
I don’t have anything nice
Errors All over my body
Please take me god
I don’t want to live
I don’t feel beautiful
Everything about me is a fail
Look Those girls !
No wonder he’s still inlove !
No wonder he still reminisces on them !
I’m sure he hates himself for not being able to have made them his girlfriends!!
I can’t god I can’t I’m feeling to Worthless
I’m a *******
I’m pathetic
I don’t want to breath
I’m nothing compared to them
I hate myself so much for not looking desirable
For not being a model to his eyes
NO WONDER HES PLAYED ME
no wonder god
That’s why he’s attempted to cheat
Has conversated with others
**** look at me !
I’m far off from his expectations
I’m ****** useless
PEARL SMOKE
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PEARL SMOKE  23/F/los Angeles
(23/F/los Angeles)   
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