"I roll the window down, and then begin to breath in the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home"
And I am taken back to Yellowstone and Yosemite And Patrick's Point and Brookings Oregon And every other woody green-land I ever found myself I can smell the pine infusion of moss and mist The chilly and moist feel of it in my lungs
"Then looking upwards I strain my eyes and try to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites from the passenger seat as you are driving me home"
And I am on the ground in the dirt that smells like trees I am in a sleeping bag without a tent or a mattress I am next to my grandparents and they are telling me Where the north star is, if that blinking light is a plane or a meteor I see the strange and mysterious we found at 10 pm And the deep dark beauty of space from the Great Basin I see the intricate details Of stars and planets and galaxies warped together Against the all enveloping pitch black nothingness
"Do they collide I ask and you smile"
And I remember every question ever asked Every story ever told The geography of the land How to get unlost The mountain lions and the swainson's thrush and the bears Ghosts and water-babies and aliens I've heard it all And I remember everyone who ever told me these things Always with a proud smile
"With my feet on the dash the world doesn't matter"
And I remember my rides home from school The clunky white van off in the farthest parking space The way it creaked and receipts fell out every time I opened the door How you would always let me get away with leaning back Tossing my feet on the dash And cursing and rapidly reciting my day for you Every boring and gruesome detail
"When you feel embarrassed I'll be your pride. When you need directions, I'll be the guide for all time"
And all this does is remind me of my family. My wonderful family, whom I will always cherish