ITS PULLING ME ITS PUSHING ME ITS TEARING ME APART, IT KICKING ME ITS PUNCHING ME ITS SCRATCHING AT MY HEART. ITS SLOWLY OPENING UP MY WOUNDS THE ONES THAT TOOK SO LONG TO HEAL, ITS HURTING ME SO BADLY I NO LONGER BELIEVE ITS REAL. I TRY TO HIDE THE PAIN I FEEL AND PUT ON A SIMPLE SMILE, IT DOES WORK, A FEW PEOPLE BELIEVE IβM HAPPY BUT ONLY FOR A WHILE. WHY DOES IT WANT ME OF ALL PEOPLE? WHY DOES IT LONG FO MY SOUL? ITS ******* THE LIFE OUT OF MY BODY AND LEAVING AN EMPTY BLACK HOLEβ¦