I don't understand. Why am I so unhappy? Is this depression? Some kind of mental illness? Or is this how everyone feels? I don't want to feel like this, Constantly worrying about how others will think of me, I can't even do simple tasks. I can't share my answers in math class, I can't write anything on the board in Spanish class, I can't talk to anyone in world history class, I can't do anything right. If anyone says something slightly sarcastic or mean, I want to die. I feel like a horrible person because of them. I can't handle talking to anyone except for Annelise anymore.