I was lost Felt like a *** of paper Tossed to the side To unimportant to be picked up I've never felt so low I was broken Like fire fly Who's **** didn't glow Maybe I should buy a gun And scattered this wicked thoughts in my brain But I've never been the one To hurt myself By my own hands I couldn't slit my own wrist Or even punch myself With my fist Even if I ever did contemplated suicide I couldn't commit