You once told me.
'Not everyone thinks like you'
An honest poem

I always wondered
why you would leave?
why you debated to walk away.
you were not the one suffering?
my mind thought and concluded.
I'm The one that's ignored.
I'm the one who is treated like whatever.
I am the one in love with you..
My Heart was the only aching.
Reminded that we will never be anything.
NO HOPE, NEVER AN US
You repeatedly harshly.
I Remember sitting so happily with my crush.
I felt so special
those couple minutes we'd spend.
those precious seconds you got a feel.
the advantage you took.
I Always wondered why you
doubted our friendship.
I was never doing you wrong.
I sit, listened and obeyed.
ive never disrespected or offended you.
I wouldn't dare, I was sprung.
which is why I didn't take your actions so hard.
throughout the time I was not using to avoid.
without notice, the pain you brought disappeared.
I did not purposely get high to forget.
that was after we were already friends.
I always wondered what I did wrong.
to have you distance yourself.....
what mistakes was I making?
not only that ..
I was broken by the ease you had to cut me off..
Here I am pleasing a boy I love.
for that boy to shoo me off ...
I loved you dearly.
I walked many dark allys  
shed tons of tears
for you to tell me bye?........