He cheated cause he wanted to. He lied cause he thought he loved me. He told the truth cause he'd never lie. He apologized cause he'd thought we'd end. I accepted cause I don't want to lose him. I smiled cause I was crying inside. I stayed cause I wasn't okay alone. I loved cause I was hurt deeply. I say I'm Okie cause I don't need him worrying. I want to die cause he hurt me to bad, I am done with life ~****