You think everything is going smooth sail until the storm comes and your ships are on the verge of sinking
Until your soul binds with the hurt and all you ever feel is numb
Until your heart's broken pieces are even more broken that you can't even see them anymore.
For every time you thought you'd healed you were wrong
You just didn't realise that the hurt was just hiding and waiting for you to be vulnerable enough so it could attack you and make you pay for the burden you are.
And for every time you laughed, you smiled, you hoped, there had to be a demon to crush you and make you desperate for that little feeling in your heart that meant that you were ok.
●a letter from the numb girl●